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[ryuwrighthistory]

[. . .What was this unsettling feeling? All Asougi did was say morning.] . . .morning. [He manages to answer back in a tired voice.]

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You look terrible.

[ . . . he could probably sound more sympathetic, but then he wouldn't be Asougi. ]

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[He rubs his against his partner's chest, groaning.] I feel terrible. [This anxiety was just lingering, like something awful was going to happen if he wasn't on high alert.]

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It sounded like you had some sort of nightmare during the night.

[ He gives his back a slightly sympathetic pat at that. ]

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I did. . .? [Feeling like he didn't sleep enough, his eyes burning, the way he's clinging onto Asougi, more so than usual this morning...] What...did I do something something strange?

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I think that . . . you thought I was going to leave.

[ That was obvious enough, from the changes around them to his desperate sleep murmuring. ]

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[His grip on Asougi tightens for a second. "Leave" seems to have been the trigger for his anxiety.] . . .Ah.

[That would explain it.] You're not leaving, right...? [Of course he isn't, and yet the words still quietly came out anyway.]

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Absolutely not.

[ The response is immediate and confident. Though he knows he doesn't have any say in it in the long run, the fact is that in the grand scheme of things, he's not going anywhere. And he's certainly not leaving of his own volition. ]

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[Though he hid his face from him, he managed to make him smile, if only just a little.] Good. [He was shaking again, crying softly into his partner's clothes. It's embarrassing, and there's no need for these tears, but he couldn't hold them back. It's like he needed to let out all this pent up emotions somehow.]

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[ He'll allow it for a little bit, at least, opting to continue to rub at his back quietly rather than comment on it for the time being. He leans in to press a kiss gently against the top of his head. ]

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[Inbetween his sniffling he may have just laughed a little under his breath.] Sorry. [He manages to lift his head, trying to put on his best smile despite the tears streaming down his face.]

I guess, I haven't really gotten better at this.

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You've always worn your heart on your sleeve. [ He lifts a hand to wipe away a few more of those tears. ] I wouldn't expect this to be any different.

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[He lets him wipe his tears for a bit before taking his hand.] I wish it wouldn't be such an inconvenience sometimes. [He rests his cheek against his partner's hand.]

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Then you wouldn't be you.

[ He rubs his thumb against Naruhodou's cheek lightly. ]

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[He closes his eyes to the touch.] Mm. Even this part of me? Who would want to see this? [He so much stronger than this, yet so easy to break. He hates it, how vulnerable he can be at times.]

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It's a part of who you are. For better or for worse, it makes you human.

[ He presses his hand against his cheek gently, then. ]

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. . .You always know what to say. [He takes a deep breath, his crying now subsided.] All right. [He takes his hand as he moves to sit up in bed.]

It's a new day and we shouldn't stay in bed. [???]

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Mm. You'll feel better when you're moving about, anyway.

[ He's not going to question the logic behind that any further, slowly sitting up himself. ]

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[He immediately leans into Asougi once he's sitting up.] A walk in this weather does sound nice. After breakfast?

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Fine with me. It's been nice out for the past few days, hasn't it?

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Mm. It's getting warmer too. Maybe we could have a picnic in the park sometime.

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. . . That could be nice. I haven't been on one in . . .

[ His voice trails off. How long had it been? He couldn't remember, but that was probably just time speaking. ]

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. . . [He squeezes his hand gently.] Then we'll definitely do it! Today even, if you want.

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Will that make you feel better?

[ He's definitely interested though and gives him a grin in turn. ]

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[He leans forward, nuzzling his nose.] As long as you want it, then yes. [He scratches his chin with his free hand.] This is a good opportunity to think of what to cook for a picnic actually. . .